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Do you believe in god???

It was one of those days where one feels euphoric not for any particular reason and everything appears picture perfect and I get particularly religious in these circumstances thanking almighty for bestowing the best of best on me. I woke from my cat nap in the mid afternoon and switched on my laptop for checking my mails as one has to keep in pace to avoid getting thrown out of this frenzy world. Skimming through regular remainders from boss and sweet non-senses of my girlfriend, I hit upon a mildly interesting mail. It was from father of my ex-colleague and it ran as follows.

Friday 13th October ,India

Dear son,

I am penning this letter under livid circumstances. My son hasn’t called up the whole of past week and all of my attempts to contact him turned futile. I am deeply worried and it would be an immense favor if you could check on him and return asap with illuminating results.

As a worried father,

Hariharasudan.

Now, parents from India contacting friends of their children who have come to make a living in this goddamned country called the U.S is not unheard of. But what is unusual about the letter is that his son and I who were colleagues in a law firm a couple of years ago and were quite out of contact for sometime time now. Nevertheless a duty is a duty and one has to comply regardless of the toil it puts forth. I called the office which I knew he last worked for and to my dismay found he had moved and after a series of calls and enquiries found where he stayed presently. It was at San Francisco a rough five hour drive from where I lived.

Having got my backpack stuffed with the necessary requisites for a typical country drive, I pulled my BMW out of the dingy parking lot of my apartment and set out to drive. The country I drove by was pleasant studded with picturesque buildings and with fairly warm climate. Pulling my top down, dude I meant the convertible’s not mine, the pleasant wind blowing across my face brought the memories of Ramesh’s early life to me( by the way he is colleague who father had written to me).

Ramesh was a typical south-Indian who grew up in a traditional brahmin family in a agraharam. Everyone expected him to be doctor or engineer, so was the case with most South-Indians and Ramesh was no exception. But fate has his hand in his life. When Ramesh was in his tenth grade, he started having dreams. Dreams was something each of us have, but his was special and repeated . I still remember hearing it from the horses mouth when we were at a restaurant.

He said,” It was a splendid evening of spring and I am sitting in the benches of a park which is with myriad of flowers and beholds beauty to no bounds. The sky is orange and the breeze couldn’t be more pleasant. Of a sudden, An old man with a flowing white beard and twinkling eyes comes to me. He instructs me to listen to him, which shall sky rocket my life and make me wealthier and famous than the mightiest of the kings. He told me that I would meet a girl, my girl, who would make this possible and then he proceeded to give the details of my girl, the name, appearance and everything.”

It was a recurrent dream and what was so disturbing about it was he remembered everything everyday except the descriptions of his girl. He tried very hard and in the process his grades plummeted to the rock bottom. Result was that he had to join a B.A and succumb to the rigorousness of daily life till the day he came across the ad for a dream recording machine. This machine was capable of sensing of rapid eye movements which occur during dreams and alert the person with a mild alarm so that the person becomes awake and instantly remembers the dream, he or she had.

He very eagerly purchased it and tried it for the first day. Of the excitement that he is gonna get the details, he actually never slept that night. This prolonged for night after night and the mighty machine for helping him instead turned him into an insomniac. This was one way helpful to him. Instead of just lying and staring at the ceiling, he started to read books. Books of all sorts, genres and styles. Reading books became an obsession for him and he started doing it during the day too. He spent many hours at the library and soon became a scholar. He wished to undergo law training and came out of his B.L course with flying colors.

He had an offer from a law firm at the U.S and a paid post graduate course at law here. He readily accepted and traveled to join me after a two year course at Harvard Law School. Since then he had become one of my close acquaintances and we even shared a flat for some days. Later he got a better offer from firm at San Francisco and he left chasing the dollars.

A few months later, I got a letter from him which put me in a mild shock. It read as given below.

Monday 22nd May, San Francisco

Dear friend,

It has been very long since I posted you and I hope you are getting on in good health. Things are turning up pleasant here and I am satisfied to the brim with working conditions over here which is so unlike and hell a lot better than the one you and I were once used to.

However, I wrote the letter to inform you a matter of greater interest and not to speak of subtle things in life. Last night, rarely so ever and after a lot of guidance from a psychiatrist I had a chance to sleep and among all other things that I could dream of, the same dream which virtually spoiled and then uplifted my life occurred again. But what is more interesting is that I could still remember all the details of my girl, of whom the wise old man spoke of and I hope I meet her soon.

Ever in need of your friendship,

Ramesh.

I had received this letter a couple of weeks ago and now I am confronted with a helpless father and a non responding son. It was late in the evening I pulled in front of Ramesh’s driveway and found his villa locked. With furtive glances for any suicidal activity and finding none, I had to resolve in enquiring the neighbors. I found that he had been taken in at the nearby hospital for serious illness a week ago.

Cursing my fate, I drove to the hospital. After asking the receptionist for directions, I walked into the ICU to find my friend unconscious. Standing beside him was a young female in doctors robes. I noticed she was an Indian too. She smiled at me and led me out.

She said,” Are you a friend of Mr.Ramesh?”.

“Yes.”

“He came here a week ago seriously ill and barely able to speak. He collapsed before he reached here but I found a piece of paper he was holding tight in his hands. Would you like to have a look?”

I said yes and took the paper. It read

Name : Kamalini

Age : 24

Height : 5’ 11”

Native : Indian

Zodiac Sign : Virgo

Dead mother, Living with father, still single.

I immediately realized it were the details of his dream girl and was in shock when the doc cut of me.

She said,” What is so surprising is that, those details in that paper refer to me and I don’t remember meeting him anywhere before but still he has got every detail correct.”

I was lost in the heavenly acts of the God, of whom no one can fathom.

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Defining love!!!

NEWTON’S LAWS OF LOVE

I LAW
Every boy in this world continues in his state of singleness or uniform motion along the career path unless and until he is compelled by an external force called love to break it.

II LAW
For any boy the acceleration of the money going off his wallet is directly proportional to the force exerted by his gf

III LAW
For every human there always exists an equivalent and opposite gendered human in this world.

QUOTES ON LOVE

Now,people have asked absolutely every poet in this world to describe love,hell they have even asked students,family men and who not,but nobody bothered to find out what famous scientists thought about love. Here goes the list of what they would have said if asked about love.

“Love is that force of attraction that keeps males and females together in this world” – Sir Issac Newton

“Love is such a special feeling that makes time dilate between the lovers” – Albert Einstein

“Love begins in eyes and proceeds to evolve through the heart to soul to end in completeness” – Charles Darwin

“A human can have only two states he/she is in love or not in love, no other state exists” – Wolfgang Pauli

“A feeling that arises from the heart of lover that travels to the heart of loved creates a magic called love” – Alexandria Volta

“Love is as open and as mysterious as the smile of lisa” – Da Vinci

“Love is the feeling that embeds the heart of a human to make it complete” – John Dalton

“Brightening of heart and communication between souls occurs via love” – Thomas A Edison

“Love is an attraction that exists between a boy and a girl as long they know only a finite amount about each other and maintain a fixed distance in their relationship” – Neils Bohr

“Small quantums of passions work together to make the wonder of love ” – Richard Feynman

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A new threat!!!

You might know Vigneswaralu is a very innocent kid who has nothing but best interests of this world and its people in mind. You might also know that he is quite crazy about the harry potter series. Perfectly knowing this you might as well expect him to upload the pdf of the latest book on his blog, which he rightly did.

Today he was confronted with a threat from the so-called Indian cyber crime department for his innocence and poor kid he was, went berserk ;) .

Read the whole episode on how the poor kid was tormented here

All it comes to is Innocence is always valued.

Sorry folks, terribly wanted to post this. The next part of A Divine Love will come tomorrow.

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Divine love – Part I

“Hey pappa, what’s for breakfast today?” said Shwetha as she came down the stairs after a fresh bath. Sitting down on the dining table with the newspaper in hand and skimming through, she hit on something in the matrimonial section.

SHWETHA SAXENA,29/172/fair beautiful

B.Tech IITB,MBA IIMA,Employed in MNC

salary Rs 2 lakhs per month

seeks suitable graduate well employed groom.

Caste,Religion no bar.

“Pappa, I said I don’t want to marry now. I have told you this umpteen number of times, Why do you have to give ads in the matrimonial section”, said she munching on the pav bahji her father had prepared for her.

Mr.Saxena like any other father of a to-be-married girl was worried that her daughter is 29 years old and still not married. The problem didn’t lie in her beauties or astrology but in her brains. Shwetha went about rejecting every boy who ever laid eyes on her just for the reasons that they were too timid to match her wits. Saxena had decided that he had had enough and it’s time he finds a groom for his sweet daughter no matter what it takes to satisfy her.

The ad in the paper didn’t go futile. Very next day a guy named Abjit called up and said he was interested. Saxena was satisfied with him as he had job that paid a six figure salary and was reasonably good looking. Shwetha was skeptical to the core and said she wanted to meet him for a talk before she commits.

Sunday, Cafe Coffee Day

Abjit : Hey Shwetha, glad meeting you

Shwetha : Hi abjit

Ab : So heard you wanted to talk before giving any responses.

Sh : Hmm ya, you know so that we will get to know each other better.

Ab: So, what do you like? I like watching soccer, I play pool and read a lot of books.

Sh : Books? Thats great.. What sort?

Ab : Generally sheldon, archer and stuff. I spend loads of time reading playboys and pent houses.

Sh : I think we shall meet some other time. I have some urgent work. Bye

She came back home fuming. Mr.Saxena was shocked to see her daughter throwing things around.

“What happened beti?

“Pappa, do you want me to marry a man who spends time reading playboy?”

Things were in the same league for next few weeks. Dozens of grooms were rejected and the sorrow of Mr.Saxena kept mounting.

That morning when Mr.Saxena was cleaning the vessels, the phone started ringing. Before he could reach it,Shwetha picked the call

“Hello”

“Hello, may I speak to miss shwetha? this is shashank calling”

“Speaking”

“Hello shwetha , I just saw the ad on the matrimonial section.Just called up to….”

“Oh yeah, sorry mr. shashank I’m not interested”

“Oh its okay, but as a George Eliot says “The golden moments in the stream of life rush past us, and we see nothing but sand; the angels come to visit us, and we only know them when they are gone.”

Shwetha was dumbstruck. Something in the voice made her think twice.

“Ok..okay.mr shashank, shall we meet?”

(to be continued)

 

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Question better answered

Looking up at the sky today, I began to wonder like every intelligent person like me does, who do I live? Why was I born? Why do I add extra burden to mother earth?

Hasn’t she got enough to bear already? Why? Why?

Human race as many may conceive and that which I strongly disbelieve isn’t the most intelligent of the races that wander on this planet. So what sets us apart? Why do we have to live from being an infant cuddled by mother to the long journey to the grave. So many things that set life right, set it wrongs, dramatic changes, happiness, sorrow and the never ending desire.

Why does one come to earth and why does one leave it and dominate the very mother exploiting her resources? Will someone answer me?

Finding no takers, alas I turn to God himself. The omni potent,omni present savior was looking at me with the same benevolent expression that he has towards every being in earth, the same twinkle in his blue eyes and the same smile which says I know it all my child.

Tongue tied, I grope for words and out they came atlast.

“Whats the happiness of being born?”

God gave me a birth, a life…

“Whats the happiness behind being with a woman?”

God made me marry.

“Whats the happiness of death, the relief after worldly life?”

God took my life away.

Little surprised, I turned towards him and asked

“If experience is the essence of life, God why are you here?”

God came very close to me, with out any change in this handsome face he said

“I am that experience my child”……..

p.s : This post was inspired by a tamil extract some time ago it goes here…

பிறப்பில்  வருவது யாதென கேட்டேன்

பிறந்து பாரென இறைவன் பணித்தான்
இறப்பில் வருவது யாதென கேட்டேன்

இறந்து பாரென இறைவன் பணித்தான்
மனையாள் சுகமெனில் யாதென கேட்டேன்

மணந்து பாரென இறைவன் பணித்தான்
அனுபவித்து அறிவது தான் வாழ்வெனில்

ஆண்டவனே நீ ஏன் எனக் கேட்டேன்

ஆண்டவன் சற்றே அருகல் வந்து

அனுபவம் என்பதே நான்தான் என்றான்!

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